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p.s. I decided i should probably put this up finally because i realized people who aren't my friends would just think i never updated..plus..i've been going through and finding some new people to add as friends..so hopefully they will add me back. We will see :)

So, they are having a sale on paid lj accounts until the end of this month. I had been thinking about switching to a paid account but wasn't sure if it would be worth it or not. So, I know a few of you had paid accounts and was wondering if you think it is worth paying a little extra money for some extra benefits? I kind of just wanted to get some other opinions before I decided and figured this would be the best time to decide if I wanted to pay or not. Also, those who do have paid, do you pay per year or do you do recurring payments? What is the difference between the two and is it worth it to do the recurring? I know you automatically pay each year but I wasn't sure if it would be hard to stop it or not. Thanks for any input anyone has!

I will still be updating this livejournal with more private things or venting. But, I will be updating my Wordpress Blog more often. It will be filled with reviews, news items, and just random things. The Wordpress blog is more impersonal and just general chatter and news where this will be kept as more of my personal life. I think I'm ready to start linking more people and exchanging links so I can start getting some comments on my other blog. So, feel free to link me if you want but please let me know so I can return the favor. Thanks!

I'm seriously thinking about starting a more public blog in addition to livejournal. Does anyone have any recommendations of the best blog site to use? Like typepad, blogger, blogsome, wordpress? Any recommendations would be great!

Can any of you give me some suggestions on interesting and good blogs to read? I'm trying to get a list of some good blogs to read while I'm bored at work (I know, how sad is that). Plus, I'm sorta kinda thinking about possibly opening a public blog again. I'm not really sure if I am and if I do I'm not really sure what I would use it for. I know I would not put personal pictures up or anything that would tell who I was. But, i was thinking about it being a collection of daily life as well as reviews about beauty/health products and such. I'm still in the process of thinking it over and I don't know what site I would use either. Like a blogger or typepad or what. Any ideas, opinions or suggestions? Thanks!

So, I've been trying to find ways to make a little extra money while I am at home. I was reading someone's blog a few weeks ago about Treasure Troopers and I tried it out. So far I have not gotten any more junk mail and am earning money. I have not hit $20 yet to get a check in the mail but I have heard that this is real and that you really get paid. You pretty much get paid to take surveys, refer people and sign-up for offers if you want.

Currently I have no referrals and so I'm really struggling with earning money. So, if you are interested in this at all...please click on this link and be a referral of mine: www.treasuretrooper.com/313803. Please sign up through this link or I won't be able to count you as one. You get a percentage of all your referrals earnings so it can really add up quick. Also, if you guys know of any ideas for me to get more referrals please let me know, thanks!

By the way, i've got 6 invites for Gmail, so if anyone wants one just leave a comment with your email address :)

So, i decided to look back at some very old entries of mine when i first started this livejournal. And, i realized that i had many more friends online back then that i talked to and always left me comments all the time...and i actually answered them. Then, i realized that all these people always tried to contact me, and i just slowly drifted away from answering them. And, honestly, it wasn't because i didn't care about their friendship or talking to them, it was just that i couldn't think of anything to say that wouldn't sound stupid or babbling. Then, after that i just got lazy, then busy, and then i just stopped answering them all together. And, now, i have no comments..and now i'm starting to see how it's like. I do this in real life as well, i want to be friends with people and do stuff with them, but when it comes right down to it, i never contact them or get ahold of them. I really need to change this somehow..because this is why i get depressed. I sit and think about stupid stuff like this and then i just sink deeper and deeper. It's crazy thinking that i want to work more than 40 hours a week just so i don't do this to myself. When i was working both jobs, it was easy to ignore it because i didn't have time to just think and have some time to myself. But yea, anyways.

So, i'm thinking about stopping this livejournal all together. It seems to make me just think more about stuff i shouldn't be thinking about..and really..i'm not getting anywhere with it. I've lost the friends i had gained from it..and im just thinking to myself what is the use of keeping it. It just reminds me of all those people i have hurt in one way or another and gave up on...and now have gaven up on me. It's like i'm getting a big taste of my own medicine..and i see now what i have done. I'm sure this is making no sense to anyone..if anyone does even read this..but who really wants to hear about an average 18 year olds life..it's just like anyone elses. Babbling and rambling about guys, drama, work, and school. I have no interesting stories..no vacation trip journals..just a lot of complaining and whining. I feel like i'm turning into one of those people i make fun of and complain about all the time. Then, i was thinking, if i stop this all...then i will probably never talk to or hear from any of my friends i made online. Then, i thought about it again..and i don't talk to or hear from any of them anyways..and maybe that is me being selfish for what i have done to them, but thats what i feel. I definitly think i have sat and thought too much today...but i'm pretty close to just giving up on this cause i feel like it's almost hurting me more than it's helping..i guess we'll see.

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This week has been hell, it seems. I've been at the library whenever i haven't had class working on lots of research for the many papers i have coming up. It seems like i'm just constantly going to class and doing homework and not having any time to myself. It definitly got to me, and everyone noticed so they made me sit and hang out for a bit last night and i feel better today. Just so much stress, i cannot deal with stress very well at all. But, tomorrow is friday..even though jenna's bf i don't like is coming saturday, hopefully it will be a nice weekend. It is supposed to get in the 70's..which is awesome. I think i'm going to walk down to the canal for awhile maybe if it is that nice. After tomorrow i only have a week and a half of classes, then finals, then i'm done. It is going to be very weird to start summer in the beginning of may instead of the end of june.

I'm really hoping to buy my own car by the end of this summer. My car has been very good to me, but technically it isn't "my car". It's my mom's car still and my parents still feel like they have power over me because of it and i hate it. Plus, the whole roof is rusted with no paint and the trunk is pretty much all rust too. The inside is still in great shape though, i just want my own car. One i buy myself and the outside is completely painted. I really want a saturn. But, that means i really need to work a lot this summer, and I will have to have two jobs because this college is so damn expensive. I would definitly have to say a big regret of mine senior year is not looking into colleges more and finding cheaper ones. I was too positive i would get in the state school, and didn't think about if i wasn't accepted. But, o well..whats done is done. I love this school a lot, it's just so expensive. I think i'm going to stick out the four years here though because i like it too much here to transfer..i'll just be in debt forever. Many random thoughts..lol. I think i'm going to go outside and enjoy the sunny, but still cool, day.

So, I've decided I'm going to make more of my entries public for a bit. First of all, I realized today while procrastinating my homework and looking at past entries and comments that I have lost contact with a lot of people that i loved to talk to. So, I left some people messages and I want them to be able to know i still update this and maybe get in contact with me. Second, i decided to delete my user pic and shorten my info because everyone and their brother uses livejournal now, even people from my high school who never knew about it. I just don't want people from my hometown to know. Hopefully, doing this will get more people to comment to because I really miss the comments :(

But, as I was saying, I am procrastinating doing my homework because it seems like that is all I have been doing lately. The semester of my freshmen year is winding down, only 3 more weeks and i'm done. I just have a lot of shit to do in a short amount of time. But, I need to get back to researching the like 5 10 page papers i have to do.

I just felt like doing some surveys that i stole..

( Surveys.. )

Its amazing how the people that are most annoying and bitchy are the ones that are always idolized by everyone, and all the guys flock to them. And, i am always the one being told by these guys that that girl is so cool, so awesome, "i love them more than anything". Just a statement, i'm not in a depressed mood, actually pretty happy, just had to get it off my chest

Eh, many friends did this, so i thought i might as well do it too. Quite interesting, i didn't realize i had my journal so long..lol.
( Livejournal Analysis )

I'm taking an absence from the net for awhile. Honestly, I haven't been really on the net in a long time, just the livejournal and that's about it. Honestly, i don't even know how this will work, considering this is my only getaway and my only journal I ever write in. But, I just can't handle all this stuff that is going on here, and I just need some time to think, take care of some stuff, just time. Basketball just started yesterday, so that is everyday, I'm also working a few days a week, and now with this death of a person i knew really well, and people being assholes at school, i just need to get away. So, who knows how long it will be, it seems like I lost anyone that reads this here anyways except Lara, and i know i haven't commented or emailed anyone. But, I feel like I'm loosing everyone, and it's hard to try to get people back, so I just gave up. If you really care, just email me at runawaygirl6@hotmail.com , but it just doesn't seem like anyone reads anymore, so it doesn't really matter. Senior year is supposed to be the best year, yet it has turned into one of the worst...i just don't understand..maybe someday i will..but right now, I feel like everything is falling down ontop of me and there is noway for me to get back up. So, i'll be back sometime, just not too soon.

Well, my journal is back, you can go visit it at february-stars.org/veracity..comments are there too, so i hope people leave some comments. Other than that:

( 50 questions, i was bored.. )

..considering some people have decided to clean up their lists, I have decided to do the same. I never talk to any of you really, but some of your journals are very interesting, i don't kick you off because i don't talk to you..i have better reasons. Few I talk to, others there journals are very interesting, otherwise, if you have kicked me off, haven't updated your journal in a very very long time..or whatever, i have deleted you. I'm sorry, but it's been awhile since I've cleaned out. Also, please don't keep me on your list if you don't feel like you like reading my journal at all, I would just as much rather have you take me off so I know..thanks.

Updating more now..considering I got greymatter to work finally..so visit: february-stars.org/veracity, more of a journal..i'll be updating both though.

Stolen from holdme:*everyone please answer, it's interesting to know :)

Do you read my journal often? How often? Do you find it interesting/enjoy it?

For those of you who have added me to your friendslist first, why did you add me? And those I've added who have added me back, why did you add me back?

Is there anything that annoys you about my journal? If so, what? Is there anything you enjoy about my journal? If so, what?

Go HERE, especially those of you who I know, who don't have livejournal, and thus can't view my friends-only entries..such as jackie, tivoli, etc. I'm updating it more now.